Hello and Goodbye

There is this loneliness
it cannot be described

Having it all ?
no
there will always be this emptiness
this hole in your heart and soul

And you already gave up

You used to remember him
the time you played in the garden as he planted daisies and sunflowers
the time you tried to help him fix something, a smile on your oil greased cheeks
he was your hero
he showed care

But those memories fade as time pass
the clouds grow darker and all the flowers die
now the toys crawl with spider webs
melting away with that yellow sun dress
with scars covering our arms
and heartaches that never go away

Cut
smoke
drink
morphine
pills

The pain never fades
only the sweet memories do...
until there is none left

All that is left now is a
''hello''
 and a glare
and sigh when you enter the room
where has he gone ?
he has no soul
no hugs
no love
just

''hello''
''goodbye''