I love YouI love You by stichesBodyBagTtags
I remember the day
I remember it clearly
that day when I
reached out and took Your hand
when You embraced me
with love and care
something changed in me
my soul was fulfilled
And I felt warmth
and I said
''Lord, I will never let go''
AutophobiaAutophobia by stichesBodyBagTtags
sometimes being alone is
wishing you could numb yourself,
with just some
but, that will not work
everything eventually leaves
and so do people
for a short time or a long time
the pressure in your chest
fells like you are suffocating
why is it ?
people walk by, you say ''hi''
but they don't respond
''what the fuck ,am I invisible ?"
''WHY CANT YOU HEAR ME!''
''JUST LISTEN TO ME''
a never-ending cry for help...
when a car comes by your spirit lifts
when the car dissAPEARS
your lungs clench
and so these days go by
as you feel the sensation to climb walls
or rip open your chest just to get some air
but in the end you will still be alone
''why won't anybody hear me"
How did i get here ?How did i get here ? by stichesBodyBagTtags
''how did I get here ?''
I question that everyday
It was a normal day,
I was controlled by my mind
without any thought
I barely remember these events
most of it...
the rest I hear from the people who were present at that moment
so let me tell you
being alone at home didn't really make things easy.
I didn't think of that ,all I did was drink every pill I could find
I still don't know how I got here
"how ?" "why ?"
I know my mom rushed home,
at least she found me in time.
they knew an ambulance was going to take too long and I didn't have time,
she drove me to the hospital as fast as she could
I know she cried and begged me not to close my eyes
"don't worry mom ,I will fight" that's what I said to her
my eyes were shut ,but I could hear and feel everything
when they put me in a wheelchair
when they put me on the bed
it was cold ,I knew I must be in the ER
I could feel the tube being pushed down my throat
I could hear the nurse telling me to swallow instead I wanted to th
My true awesome talented DeviantArt friends who always support me
I love cats
used to draw and paint until I met photography
want a polaroid camera
is a Jesus freak forever
loves the study of angels
loves writing ,photography and photomanipulation
likes being slone
don't dare insult God on my account ,go somewhere else, I may be one messed up and a sad excuse of a Christian but I still love God with all my heart
favourite quote: Matthew 11:28
New King James Version (NKJV)
'' Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest''
favourite Book Quote: With gloating eyes she drew me to her ,
and her hot lips travelled along my cheeks in kisses ;
and she would whisper almost in sobs , ''You are mine ,
you shall be mine ,you and I are one forever'' Carmilla
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addicted to stamps
''it is the dark that makes the light seem brighter'' **************